"Follow my adventures as I try to juggle motherhood, ongoing domestic dramas, my startup skin care company - Meld Labs - and my long-gone independence. Add frequent travel to the mix and there is never a dull moment."
"Follow my adventures as I try to juggle motherhood, ongoing domestic dramas, my startup skin care company - Meld Labs - and my long-gone independence. Add frequent travel to the mix and there is never a dull moment."
Posted at 08:01 PM | Permalink | Comments (4)
I'm a career girl at heart. There I said it, phew. I tried to do the full-time mom thing, I really did. I immersed myself in the beauty of my newborn baby. I snuggled, swaddled, nursed and cooed. All the stuff that's supposed to come naturally to women. And it lasted exactly 3 months. THREE MONTHS. I know that seems like a really short time, but to me it was a frickin' eternity (granted, I was awake for most of it). Of course I loved Micah. Desperately. But I craved mental stimulation - I'd had a career for so long, it was impossible for me to quit cold turkey.
So I decided to start a skin care company, something I could control and manage on my terms. I imagined myself tapping peacefully on my computer while my son hummed quietly on the mat with his cars. Which is partly true, except that the cars are being thrown at me (with force). And there is bloodcurdling screaming (from him) and the dog is eating the couch so there is more bloodcurdling screaming (from me). And the phone is ringing. And Dora is singing. And the smoke alarm is going off because I forgot the fish sticks in the oven. And somehow I send an email to the patent attorney. I think. Or did I send it to the babysitter instead? Did the TV just blow up? Who knows? Wine... I need wine!
For some (naive) reason I thought I'd be equally good in both worlds. I thought motherhood was something all women were good at. That I just needed some practice. But now, 3 years later, I can honestly say that's horse-crap. I'm still far better at work than I am at parenthood. My friends say that's because parenthood is so much harder, but its not true. At the end of the day some people are good moms, and others are good bosses. That's just how it is. All you can do is keep trying to get better, even if that means you'll never be great. I guess there's a major learning for my Type-A personality there somewhere. Mental note to explore this at 3pm tomorrow....
And now I'm stuck with the decision on whether to have another baby. And its a weird thing. Because my head says I'm crazy. Where will I find the time? How can I keep track of 2 kids when 1 has me stupefied? How many times can I set the oven on fire before it blows up? How little sleep does a woman need before she self-combusts? I looked on Google, and apparently you can go around 28 days without sleep before you drop dead. Good to know.
And then my heart says its the right thing to do. That I'll regret it if I don't. That things will all work out. The universe will provide. Ok, I don't think my heart said that last bit, but I read it on Pinterest and it sounded great. Plus my clock is ticking, and if there is one thing I hate more than anything, its the feeling that I might miss out on something, even if that something is a really bad idea. Which has gotten me into some sticky situations in the past, most involving law inforcement, stern warnings and begging them not to tell my parents.
But I'm pretty sure I'm not going to be able to talk my way out of this decision.
So what do I do? If this was a business issue, I'd go to an expert for advice. Someone that's got way more experience than me and expects a fancy lunch in return. But I don't think a free lunch is gonna cut it this time. Something tells me that there is no right or wrong answer. Which is yet another reason I'm not a great mom, I look for right and wrong where it doesn't exist.
Something tells me that my heart might win on this one though. Not becuase I'm soft hearted or emotional. But becuase Micah asked me for a sister the other day. And he promised her he'd feed her every day. Just like the dogs.
I just hope she won't eat out couch. That might be a dealbreaker.
Posted at 02:30 PM | Permalink | Comments (1)
I should start this post by explaining that I just finished reading the most brilliant book, The Fault in Our Stars by John Green. For those that haven't read it, it's all about young love and teenagers that die too soon and broken-hearted parents who lose their lovestruck kids to cancer. And there's some great poetry thrown in too, just for good measure. Which sounds kinda sad and sucky. Except its not because the characters are totally kick-ass and smart and sarky. Kinda like Juno, but more hugable. Basically the kind of kids I dream my son will be one day. Naturally I sobbed my eyeballs clean out of their sockets. But the cool type of sobbing, the right kind. The kind that reminds you you're alive. Which sometimes you forget when you've had 12 hours sleep in the past week and meetings with the preschool and a business to run and a tantrumming toddler and visitors staying back-to-back for 3 months.
And then this morning I got the most brain piercing headache ever. The kind where you pray that your grey matter will explode out your ears, just to alleviate the pressure in your skull. I've had migraines since I was a teenager so this is nothing new. But today I was convinced I had a brain tumor. And that I was going to drop dead on the floor of Trader Joes (this is an unfortunate side effect of reading books about cancer). And my first thought was "I hope I don't pee myself in front of everyone". And my second thought was that my son would grow up without a mother. And then I was kind of reassured that I had my blog because at least Micah could read it and feel close to me. And then all I could think was that my blog is full of bitching and moaning about how exhausting it is to be a mother. About how much I need more sleep, or miss my shoes, or am dying of boredom. And then I had the worst thought of all - what if he thinks I don't love him?
So I vowed that if I survived the headache (you know me, never one to underplay the dramatic), I'd write a post about how much I really and truly love my son. A sad, soppy, sappy, cheesy, nauseatingly gushing post about how he's everything in my life. So that if I ever drop dead, he could read it and know how I feel without a shadow of a doubt. Except now that I've sat down to write, I just can't do it. The problem is, I don't know how to do gushing. And I'm missing the gene for soppy. Plus, I like to think he'll love that I'm sarky and kickass and smart. And that he'll hate the hallmark channel as much as I do.
So Micah, here is what I will say. I love you. I love that you make your own way in life. That you live in a magical land of your own creation. I love that you move ants off the path so they won't get stepped on. I love that you're shy with people and brave with life. That no slide is too high, no wave too big, no skateboard too fast. And that you question everything, even if it drives me barmy some days.
Your dad and I are thinking about whether you should have a brother or sister. And I'm terrified. A little because I don't know if I can handle it. And a little because I don't think its possible to love anyone as much as you. But mostly because I don't think my heart can handle the weight. I feel like it will shatter into a million pieces if I have to share it all over again.
I really hope I get to live another 60 years. I want to show you the streets of Harajuku and the mountains of KwaZulu Natal. And I when you're older I want to teach you to curse. Properly. And how to make milk tart. And how totally cool it is to be kickass. That tattoos and graffiti can bring beauty to places that don't believe it exists. And how important it is to be smart. Not grade-smart. But streetsmart, lifesmart. And I want to show you the honor of callouses on your hands. And of giving to others. And teach you to love fearlessly. If all I do in my life is give you the gift of fearless love, I will be happy. At the end of the day, what else is there?
Ngiyakuthanda.
Posted at 02:01 PM | Permalink | Comments (2)
So here's the thing. I made a conscious decision years ago never to talk about anything contentious in my blog. Not because I don't have opinions abut these things. Ohhhhhhhh no, believe me I do. But because I try to avoid right-wing nut-jobs as much as possible. And (for reasons I still can't get my head around), nothing unearths the nut-jobs quite like an opinionated liberal mommy blogger. And since I spent the first 18 years of my life surrounded by angry right-wingers in apartheid South Africa, I try my damnedest to avoid them these days.
So that's meant I've had to bite my tongue about religion, abortion, breastfeeding, politics, co-sleeping, marijuana and, of course, gay rights. But today I'm breaking my rule. I had a fantastic night's sleep last night and I'm feeling strong. So I think I can take on the right-wingers, religious zealots and even a few nut-jobs thrown in for good measure.
So here goes. Gay marriage is not a social issue. Social issues are things like poverty, obesity, homelessness or abuse. These are real issues that we should all be thinking about and working to fix. Gay marriage is just 2 people that love each other and want to spend the rest of their lives together. End of story. I don't understand why everybody makes such a big deal about it.
As Clint Eastwood so aptly said, "These people who are making a big deal about gay marriage? I don't give a fuck about who wants to get married to anybody else! Why not?! We're making a big deal out of things we shouldn't be making a deal out of ... Just give everybody the chance to have the life they want."
Frankly, I'm bored by the whole thing. Just let gay people get married so we can focus on the real problems. And most importantly so gay people can too. Because they are some of the smartest, richest and most connected people I know. If anyone can help fix America, gay people can. And right now all that collective gay wealth and brainpower is focused on gay rights when it could be fighting homelessness, poverty, abuse and joblessness.
So stop wingeing and crying about the downfall of America. Let gay people get married. And then let's all work together to make America better.
Okay, that's the end of my rant. Oh, and one last thing. Don't use the "what do I tell my children when 2 men get married?" excuse. Here's what you say; "when 2 people love eachother, they get married". I guarantee your kids will accept that and move on. Will you?
Posted at 11:49 AM | Permalink | Comments (3)
I survived halloween. Just. I'm so over the stores screaming about it, my sugared-up 2-year-old whining about it and my neighbor's creepy lawn-zombies moaning about it until all hours. I thought the neighbors were getting "down and dirty" the first time I heard the noise from over their fence. They're originally from the midwest (the neighbors, not the zombies) and they go to church and they can tell the difference between skunky smells and horse manure. And Kelly drives a pick up truck with a picture of tinkerbell holding a hunting rifle on the back. So the next morning I winked at her with that knowing, "you lucky minx... you go girl" look. Then after a few days I realized that the sounds were from the gore-drenched zombies in their yard. And that Kelly probably thought I was hitting on her. And that I'm 99% sure she owns a hunting rifle. Happy Halloween. Not.
I'm from South Africa, and we moved to California 4 years ago. So I'm a bit of a Halloween novice since we don't celebrate the holiday there (that's my story and I'm sticking to it). But Micah is 2 now so I thought I should make some kind of effort to include him in the pure Americanness of the whole thing. So we went to the pumpkin patch and he chose a pumpkin that weighed more than he did and I almost did my back in carrying it to the car (cue previous back injury posts). Then he threw a fit because I wouldn't let him drive home with it on his lap. Apparently "his legs are big and strong. No get squashed". Cute. "Just like mummy's". Hmm.
Then we rolled the damn thing into the house and I explained to Micah how we were going to carve it. I even showed him my 12 inch forged chefs knife (take that Kelly) and his useless kiddy pumpkin carver that he'd been nagging me to play with for 4 days. Then he lost it. I thought he was going to have apoplexy. "NO NO NO NO NO NO CARVE MUMMY. WE COOK IT!" Seriously? Cook it? No, I explained. We carve the pumpkin. "NO NO NO NO NO. WE COOK". Guess who won that argument? Suffice to say I now have pumpkin soup, pumpkin bread and pumpkin pie coming out the ying yang. And I'm a terrible cook, so the soup is bitter, the bread is like a rock and the pie is in pieces because it stuck to the freakin' pie tin. Thanks a lot Martha Stewart. I hate you.
But the weird thing is, I've never understood the concept of carving pumpkins either. I come from a country where there are people starving. The idea of carving food into pretty shapes and leaving it on your porch to rot seems wrong to me. So I gotta say, part of me loves my son's adamance to make the pumpkin into something useful. Pity he has me as a mother though. I don't think even starving people would eat that soup. I guess I could always throw it over the fence? Nothing sends the message that "I'm just not that into you" better than a gallon of bitter soup and a couple of burnt rock-breads!
Posted at 02:08 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)
I'm pretty busy. I think that's the topic for every freaking post I write and I'm so bored by the whole thing, wah wah wah. As my mom would say, "I'm flogging a dead horse". Which is an old English saying meaning I should change the subject already (mental note... never use that saying ever again. It's awful).
The long and the short of it is that I'm tired of being tired. I'm tired of talking about being tired. And I'm tired of wishing I wasn't tired. So I'm on a quest to simplify my life. And the first step in the revolution of my life is a list. Nothing new there. I don't know whether I've mentioned this before, but I secretly love lists. Not because I like to be organized (I don't). Or because I like to plan (where's the fun in that). Nope, I like lists because I like to cross things off. Tick and move on. I'm an over-achiever, type-A, get-it-done kind of gal, so a list helps me feel like I'm conquering my life. Like I'm moving in the right direction. Hell, like I'm moving in any kind of direction, as long as I'm moving.
So I wrote a list of all the things I hate. The things I'd give my left arm never to add to a list again.
And I realized that if I became a hippie, I wouldn't have to do any of them. I could drift around the house happliy all day with fuzzy legs and crazy hair. In rumpled clothes and flip flops. In soft hemp outfits and questionable underwear. And I'd never cook again. I'd throw some seeds and an apple on a plate and that would be dinner. I'd be late for everything and forget stuff and drive badly. All the things I already do. Except now I'd have an excuse. I'd be on a quest for higher consciouness and the rejection of the superficiality of the modern world. Who could argue with that? Genius!
I could feed my son granola for every meal. And live in a tent in the summer (how awesome is that?). And forget to enrol him in preschool. And forget my husband's colleague's names. And wear mis-matched socks and get chickens. Ok, on second thoughts, scrap the chickens - they are stinky and early and loud. But we could find friends with chickens. And get an old camper van and make our own wine.
I'm really excited about this. Can you tell?
I'm not sure how I'm going to avoid the accounts issue though. While on one hand it's totally un-hippie to do accounts and visit a bank - yay, let's scatter flower petals from the sky. On the other I have an irrational fear, bordering on phobia some would say, of the IRS. And something tells me they don't look kindly on hippies. How do I stay friends (huggie, smoochy, BFF's) with the IRS, and embrace hippie-dom at the same time? Is it even possible? Can hippies and the IRS ever be "one"? Is there a way to broker peace between the two? I'm on a quest to find out... I'll let you know!
This is what I'm going to look like. All zen and peaceful and young.
Except I'll probably mess it up and end up looking like this. And if I do, I'll blame the IRS!
And in the spirit of changing the world, check out the new video we recently made for our skin care product, Fei'd (pronounced "fade"). Join us and help spread the love. You won't have to shave your legs, I promise!
Posted at 04:35 AM | Permalink | Comments (1)
I'm the queen of multitasking. Okay, maybe not the queen. But definitely a princess. In a cool Kate Middleton kind of way. Except I'm not as pretty as Kate. So I guess that makes me more like Beatrice and Eugenie (eeew... cold shiver)!
I live my life in complete and utter chaos. My house is a mess, I can't cook and I haven't ironed anything in 9 months. But I do juggle my own business, I'm a full-time mom and I have 2 dogs (one of which is an arthritic basset hound which is more work than a kid any day). So quite frankly, clutter isn't too high on my priority list.
But the balls came crashing down this week. C-R-A-S-H-I-N-G down. It seems that I developed a juggling injury - my lower back went into spasm in a way that I never thought possible. I couldn't walk. I couldn't get out of bed. I couldn't eat (okay I could, but for once I didn't feel like it). And I even needed help going to the bathroom. For the princess of multitasking, it was a serious wakeup call. If I'd known this was a possible career side effect, I might not have been quite so ambitious.
Here's proof of my injury. Thank God for acupuncture. And yes, that's my fat ass. And yes, that is the sound of me screaming. And yes, it sucked. It sucked big time. But hopefully my ass has shrunk. Both from the needles and from my lack of eating. Because I'm going on vacation next week and I don't think any of my bikinis fit anymore. See, I'm trying to look at the bright side. At the end of the day I still have my amazing husband and incredible son. And pain meds. Man, I love my pain meds!
Posted at 04:15 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)
Sorry about the recent blog silence, but I have been a way for a few weeks. I went back to South Africa to visit the children's homes my company supports, and to find a few more organizations to help. And what a worthwhile trip it was.
As always, I arrived with a clear list of "business" objectives (ever practical me... can anyone say OCD?):
And yes, all this was achieved... tick, tick, tick, tick, tick.
But the trip ended up being about way more than just that. It was about spending time with regular, happy, jumpy kids. Kids that are no different from my son here in the US. Kids that love making funny faces and eating marshmallows and reading books and playing dress-up. And that is why I keep going back to visit them, time and time again. Yes, I need to make sure that our donations are ending up where they are supposed to. And that the kids are getting the care they need. And that we are sending them items that that are really useful. But mostly it's just to spend time with the children.
Because when it's all said and done, I'm a mom. Not necessarily the best mom in the world, but I'm a mom none the less. And if I know one thing, it's that all moms are on a quest to make the world a happier place. We can't help it, the second we squeeze out our first child (or in my case the second he is dragged out kicking and screaming with a ventouse suction thingy), we just want the world to be pink and fuzzy and happy and brimming with love. And of course it's not - far from it. But that doesn't stop us from trying. And when I go back to spend a day at a children's home 10,000 miles away, I get happy and pink and fuzzy. And joyous. And I feel grateful. I feel like I've helped make the world a better place for my son, just a little bit.
In fact, I'm tearing up right now just thinking about it. Sorry. I know this blog is supposed to be funny. You're supposed to leave this page feeling reassured that you're not the only imperfect parent. Or person. That I'm just blundering my way through life and trying not to lose it along the way. And don't worry, I'm still the queen of blunder. I stupidly booked my flights on the cheapest airline and was surrounded by people eating curry out of home-tupperwares for 42 hours. I left my sneakers in South Africa and had to travel all the way back in stilettos. And I packed stilettos because my vertically-challenged husband wasn't traveling with me and I wanted to look tall and sophisticated when I saw my friends (vanity, thy name is woman).
And now I'm back home. And the reality of everyday routine has hit me. So I'm trying to keep busy. And sane. And send big hugs to the kids so many miles away. I love you guys!
PS: Big thanks to Chris Geils for the amazing photos. To donate to the children's homes, visit www.homefromhome.org.za/
Posted at 11:54 AM | Permalink | Comments (1)
It's been a crazy-busy few weeks. For a start, Micah turned 2. Which was great. Really. Except that I scheduled his party for mothers day. Which was pretty dumb-ass on my part. But to be fair, I have very low expectations for days in which I'm the "person of honor". So I tend to lose track of when they are. Let's just say it's best that I pretend it's just a regular day and then get pleasantly surprised when the dishes get done. So anyway, that's why I dumb-assedly scheduled his party for mothers day. And my awesome friends came, even though they had special days planned. And we had pony rides and a barbecue and gifts and cake. And it was a blast. And even though there were plenty of tears, there were also plenty of laughs. And just to clarify, the tears were not shed by me. I actually held up pretty well. Despite the numerous tantrums. Again, not from me. So all in all, judging by the empty bottles of Savignon Blanc (yes, I admit, they were partly from me), I think the day was a huge success.
And Micah got loads of gifts, both from his friends at the party and from all over the world. Hugely generous and thoughtful gifts. But guess what he's fallen in love with? Guess which toy he loves above all others?
Yes, it's a wooden plank. An old, dirty wooden plank that he found next to the trashcans at the back of our house. It's his surf board. Micah is in love and it's a beautiful thing. We spent hours decorating it with stickers. And washing it and wrapping it in blankets in case it got cold.
And it hasn't left his side since. He baths with it, he sleeps with it, we walk the dogs with it, we eat with it, we drive with it. As I said, he's in love... it's all he thinks about. And I'm encouraging it wholeheartedly. After all, it's never going to leave him, it won't cheat on him, it doesn't carry any deadly diseases (I hope not anyway), it doesn't ask stupid questions or giggle inappropriately and it is incapable of procreating. Let me tell you, his future girlfriends have a lot to live up to. From now on, they'll all have to pass my official "plank test".
And in between all the birthday madness, I have been trying to get Fei'd off the ground. It's a mad race from Micah's bedroom to my desk every time I put him down for his nap. Forcing as much work as I possibly can into every free second I have. And then flipping my brain back into mommy-mode when he wakes up - hugging the plank and finding it new stickers and peeling apple slices because the plank doesn't like skins.
Honestly, it's the closest a person can possibly get to living like a schizophrenic - I feel like I'm living 2 weirdly disconnected, parallel lives. When I'm with Micah I feel like I'm cheating my work, and when I'm working I feel like I'm cheating on my son. I'm like some weird real-life version of Nurse Jackie. Except without the drugs and the clandestine affair with the creepy pharmacist. Although, to be honest, I do pray for drugs some days. Is that normal? Probably not. Maybe. I don't know.
But I continue to live by my motto - if nobody's dead or lost their minds, it's a success. So all in all, it's been a hugely successful few weeks. So far. Thanks be to Savignon Blanc. And an old plank.
Posted at 04:43 PM | Permalink | Comments (1)
I know my last post was all about gratitude. And I know it's freaking boring to do another one with the same theme. But I figure since I usually spend such a disportionate amount of time bitching and moaning, I should take full advantage of my current good-cheer. So this post is a big thank you to my fellow-bloggers, Andrea and Kim. Although to be honest, I'm a little loathe to bundle all of us in the same category. I'm so far below them in the blogger leagues, it's embarassing. Kind of like me comparing myself to Lady Gaga. Yes we both sing sometimes, and yes we're both mad as hatters after a couple of tequilas, but that's where the similarities end. No, on second thoughts, the similarities actually end with our bank balances. Damn you and your eternal riches, Lady Gaga.
So anyway, thanks to Kim who is running a fantastic Fei'd giveaway on her blog. Enter now if you want to win free Fei'd (and a copy of my children's book). Lady Gaga, you can't enter. You're not eligable on account of your eternal riches. Your loony craziness is kinda awesome though, so feel free to go by our site and whip out that titanium credit card.
And a big thank you to Andrea who gave us a shout-out last week. You probably won't be reading this since you're on vacation with your 67 pairs of underwear, but YOU ROCK!
And I know this is supposed to be a grateful, good cheer post, but I can't help myself. I just have to rant. To the crazy woman with the topless visor-hat (and by that, I mean her hat was topless, not her... just clarifying), thanks a million for cutting me off on the highway and almost killing us. Okay, that is a slight exaggeration, she didn't almost kill us. But she could have. And that's enough. The incident does however prove my theory once and for all - you can categorically judge a person's driving ability by their headwear. And topless visor-hats are reserved for those that crawl directly from the primordial driving ooze.
So if the DMV is reading this, please make a point of reviewing headwear during a driving exam. The presence of a topless visor-hat should qualify as an automatic fail. It's just as dangerous as running a red light or hitting a pedestrian. Becasue it's only a matter of time before the wearer does something equally dangerous. So in this case, prevention is definitely better than cure. You're welcome.
Phew, I feel better now! Happy Friday everyone!
Posted at 02:42 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)
I have been writing this post for what feels like hours. And no matter how hard I tried, it sounded cheesy. Saccharine. Gushy. Because I've been trying to explain how grateful I feel. Grateful because my first skin care product has finally launched. Grateful that I managed to get to this point without killing myself with some kind of self-induced stress disorder. Grateful that I haven't killed anyone else either for that matter. And grateful that my son seems none the worse for wear considering how sleep-deprived I've been. Unless you count his recent toddler crime spree, but I'm ignoring that for now. (All these thoughts about killing. No wonder my son is a violent toddler-criminal. I guess the apple doesn't fall far from the tree. Unless you throw it. At someone's head. Oh dear, more violence. I definitely need a vacation.)
Here's my new skin care product. It's called Fei'd and yes, I know the apostrophe looks weird. I hadn't slept for months, my son was sick, and I may have had a glass (or 2) of wine. May have.
It's pronounced "fade" and it's a combination of Traditional Chinese Medicine and cutting edge western science. Oh, and it works like a charm on pigmentation and dark marks. I know because I used it on my pregnancy pigmentation marks. Or Micah-marks as I like to call them. Mainly becuase I was pregnant with Micah when I got them (i.e. they are totally his fault) but also because that's what size they were. Really.
I'm also very grateful for all the love and support my fellow bloggers have thrown my way. Andrea from The Creative Junkie, Toni from Mammakaze, Kim from Kimnfam and Mir from Woulda Coulda Shoulda. You guys are my rocks. Thank you. And by rocks I mean that you rock. Not the crack cocaine type of rock. And yet more criminal thoughts. USCIS, if you're reading this, I'M JOKING.
And lastly a shout out to my friend Diana. Get well soon. Kick that cancer's ass.
And this is for the IRS and USCIS, just in case they're reading...
Don't you freaking hate that schmaltzy photo-poetry stuff? I swore blind I'd never have it on my blog. My absolute worst are those PowerPoint presentations set to music with puppies and kittens and sunsets. Who the hell sits and makes that stuff? One thing's for sure though, their kids probably aren't violent and they never use curse words and I bet they never think about killing anyone. So I guess the last laugh's on me.
But here's the thing. I am fully and totally grateful. Really. Not in a poetry, flowery, classical music kind of way. That's just not me (I'm an ex-shaved-head punk for heaven's sakes. And no, I will never ever post pictures). I'm grateful in more of a kick ass kind of way. And since I'm not religious, it's hard to say exactly who or what I'm grateful to. But I'm going to try. I'm grateful to God or the gods or the universe or the higher being or the Dude or the Dudess. That's it, I'm grateful to the Dudess. Thank you. You rock.
P.S. Blame Typepad for the typos in this post. If they'd fix their spell checker, the world would be a better place. In a flowers, poetry, soft music kind of way.
Posted at 03:36 PM | Permalink | Comments (1)